Jessica and Natasha.
I spent Australia Day at Bethel. It was nice, but come on. This is my first free public holiday and I spend it minding my words, dressing up and saying 'thank you' every second.
This is ME.
This is what I hide every single day, you can't see much difference considering most of it is mental, but from what you can see, there IS a difference. I wish there wasn't. I put myself into this double-life scenario and there seems to be no easy way out as of yet.
I really don't mind leading a double life, it makes me feel special. It would be so much easier to be myself here and there, not always have to hide. I am holding onto as much of myself as possible and no body will ever make me think to leave it in the past again.
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